Duality to life…

There’s a duality to life, that most of us try to numb out.

We want more pleasure.

But we don’t want more pain.

We want more joy.

But definitely don’t want more sadness.

Our ability to hold both the pleasure and the pain, the joy and the sadness, determines how we expand in this world.

Yesterday was a day full of joy and pleasure. It was an incredible day. The world seemed to move at my will. I was super creative. Had a million great ideas. The day just flowed.

Today has been less than to say the least. I woke up in a funk. Finally shook the mood only for the camera on my Mac to stop working. Did all the things to try and fix it. Took it to the Apple Store, treated the workers terribly (which I openly apologized for later owning the fact I was being a real B and they did not deserve it). Got home erased my entire computer and the camera still wouldn’t work. I screamed into a pillow. Raged in my room. Moved the energy and then ordered an external webcam.

Today doesn’t mean I’m less worthy just as much as yesterday didn’t mean I was more worthy.

Being able to hold the duality and still show up for myself, allows me to actually expand into the next version of myself and remember who I am on a deeper level.

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